Nat nodded.  She sat down on the couch feeling so low.  She curled up in the corner of the couch with her forehead on her knees with her feet (shoes now off leaving only her worn-out socks on her feet) up on the couch.  She was even smaller than she already really was.  Tears started falling as she tried not to be heard as she sniffled crying.  She couldn't go back to being a girl, not now.  She might find a shop that would hire her but without a place to live and clean up and keep her clothing clean, it wasn't going to happen.  Leaving on the streets as a woman would also just invite the kinds of jobs she did not plan to get into.  Period.  So, it was back to living on the streets as a boy.  Though she had been there long enough that she would likely have to move on to another city, plus the fact that now someone knew her secret.  All she could think was of the bad things ahead now.