Elijah shook his head. "It isn't just you, Simon. And you shouldn't be miserable to please him either. You both just want different things and it is causing this strife and its affecting you both. If you were happier at home I'm sure you wouldn't be out drinking and you might not be in such a hurry for York, but that is how it is. I feel in my heart, the best thing I can do.. is help you get to York and do all I can to help Ben. I don't want either of you to suffer and there's no easy way to do that."