She did see what he wrote and fled the scene like a coward. She didn't really have to feed Jacob. She was bothered as she put the dishes in the sink and absently began to clean them. He thought it was his fault that his wife died, she was guessing. God, the pain he must be in... She wanted to weep for the man and she did. Not caring who saw her, she finished the dishes and went to retrieve the baby, then took both him and herself out to the garden to reflect upon this change of things.