John sighed, "no one ever told me about it when I was away about the troubles at home and it hurts me a little to be kept in the dark by our family"

Their drinks turned up and he sat and took a drink from his.before continueing

He spoke once more "I know my father won't be happy to see me but I've no idea how he will react" he sighed "but we will see. I've got options if I have to use them. I can go back to base early" he knew she didn't want him to leave "im not the same person I was. We will.see what dad says when he gets home"