"I... didn't know what else to do. I wasn't thinking clearly." She looked away from that, for it was still a sore subject, but she would answer his questions. "I suppose it wasn't the smartest thing to do in retrospect, but I just remember being numb." She didn't start to tear up, she looked back over to him with clear eyes, sad ones, but they were not wet. "I miss them very much and I do wish that I had stayed sometimes, but I've found my place here, I think." She then took a larger sip of wine than she intended to. She was starting to feel a little flushed.