Oh. So here comes the part where Anthony has to pretend that he has an actual personality and identity. "I mean, I don't really have the luxury to just...enjoy things, very often," he said. Most of his time is spent in deep anxiety or work or anything. He doesn't get to actually relax very often at all, come to think of it. And most of Anthony's life was based around pleasing other people, anyways. "so......I guess I don't know, really?"