"I think that means my comment still stands. I don't mean that one shouldn't want to get into heaven, or try. But that shouldn't be the focus. If I had to be uncaring to someone to focus on going to church on Sunday or do something my religion says I must do to go into heaven, then I will feel like I hadn't earned it. Even if I did everything right, if it meant being bad to people along the way I wouldn't be satisfied. But that is perhaps a matter of opinion. It isn't like I wish to undermine or ignore the rules. I do like to be good after all." He smiled though there was something false about it as he felt like he still didn't deserve to be rewarded. He felt like he'd still made mistakes, too many and too big to ever grant him access to any pearly gates.