Rose smiled at him and sadly shook her head. "But I love my family... even if they drive me mad sometimes. I think if I would leave, I would feel homesick again. Maybe I'm destined never to feel home.." She shrugged. "We're all just pilgrims passing through..."
Benny seemed deep in thought. He then grinned at her. "Hey.. how about you just go on a weekend trip somewhere? Take a train to Scotland or a boat to Wales? See something more just for a day or two?"
Benny shook his head. "You can save up for it. Just a train and a very cheap place to sleep. Just to see the place. It isn't that expensive." He hadn't tried it, but he was sure.
Benny laughed and patted her back. "You are fine! Just think about it. You got plenty of time. If you don't want to, no one will mind. It is your life, right?"
Benny chuckled and hugged her shoulders with one arm and quickly let go. "Just relax. You seem nervous. Look at that." He brought her attention to the water as people knocked back in a wave and giggled eating some jerky. "This is a great time."