"Yes but.. having so few to be able to tell. .I don't know.. your experience but.. I've only known another and he was a family friend. So, the only others who knew I never..' He shrugged as he certainly didn't want to get into details about all the things he never did. "So, I guess I didn't know how you feel.." He shook his head, he was certain he wasn't explaining himself correctly. He probably sounded like an idiot.