"I'm about to be married with a child, I have a half finished house I don't want to build when I am in a rage but that is what my chicken coop is, a rage coop." He snorted, "And now I am a teacher in a Christian school as a Jew who is possibly about to convert just to make sure my kid is born in wedlock. Meanwhile I have a brother who sees only the bad and turns a blind eye to whatever I do that is right, or if he doesn't, he would never look at me and acknowledge my good." It all came pouring out, the frustration that he couldn't seem to help. "And he is right to do so. I mean, I was irresponsible, but in the end I still love her and our kid. But nobody wants to gossip about how happy people are, they want to gossip about all that is wrong with a person and their choices."