"I am sure if you asked all of the women back there in the market, they'd all warn you off of keeping my company. But the truth if it is that I don't know what I am going to do in the future, but I can certainly do something now. One thing I can say is that Joe has been the best of joys for me and I feel as if I don't deserve his love at times... But he loves me anyway and I feel very lucky he found me, and we work best together but not apart." She looked to her friend. This was probably the first time there was a conversation about this stuff with Rose, a really meaningful one.