05-26-2022, 05:21 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-27-2022, 07:44 AM by Elijah Crane.)
Quote:My good friend Zechariah,
Had only I been more tempting... But I must jest, because I would never want to sway you from the course you must take. And we always have our letters from the past.
Do not be hard on yourself, for I am no better. I am touched you felt anything towards me by my words alone and they were strong enough you were kind to me after knowing me. While I admit I find the word friend to be beautiful, to be called so by your lips leaves a despondency that won't soon leave.
Your words remind me of something someone very recently told me. You don't have to be a perfect person, when you are in love you are perfect for them. And it is something I have kept with me. I hope you find that meaning and it brings you joy. I don't want you to be in an uncaring marriage and reminiscing over old letters or in sorrow over days ending in y. I want you to find yourself and your happiness. Take life slowly, as we are still young enough to believe we have a long future and do not let things worry on what you should have done. We had a nice moment together that we can keep with us even as we take a crossroad down a path that we always saw possibly ahead.
I am your friend, and I will be happy to have dinner with you. While I may be lacking in many things, I am a good listener. And while you have a lot going on in your life ahead, I think being your friend is the position I am needed for the most and accept it graciously.
How about on Friday evening if that works for you? I will get off work early enough to clean up since I do not think you'd wish me to go to such a place in uniform, even if you allowed it in your home.
Your good friend
Elijah