Elijah turned from him in shame and leaned toward the wall to bury his face. "Like what? Please guide me, Gabriel. I will do as you say. I want to be close to you. I want to hold you. I've never even kissed you but every second I am close I feel so happy but then I feel like I am breaking a rule. I can honestly keep my pants on. But it's so hard to not want to just take you in my arms and look at you. Why did he make me so weak and make you so lovely?" He couldn't turn back to him. He was trying to control himself and hide his shame.