Pony smiled softly. "But there must have been at least a few kind good men you met that you liked a little." He shook his head. "Never think it was your fault, it was the one who did it. I don't want you to ever blame yourself for that." He gentle patted her arm after it held his and smiled at her. He actually started to feel bad he was using her. "Never. I would not be able to live with myself." Use her for her money, yes. But never hold her against her will. He wasn't that sort of man.