Elijah jumped at the change in his tone and frowned more. "Sorry, Ben... " He couldn't tell him more. He couldn't tell him that the scars were the only bad part of himself, that that's why he had had Anthony stay with him. He couldn't tell him the guilt he felt driving away Gabriel. He only hinted these things and yet it wasn't enough to make the picture clear, he couldn't do that to Ben either. He looked down and sighed. "I am just.. stressed, more than anything."