06-16-2020, 05:25 PM
Elijah was grateful that he was being kind and his arm was somewhat reassuring, there was still too much upon him. "But.. well.. remember how you are always trying so hard to help your kids and sometimes you go too far? You certainly mean well but its misunderstood? What if I am doing that. I'm trying to be a good friend and care, but its too much and it isn't seen as that. Then I'd be pushing away one of my only friends and it is my doing. I am not good making friends and certainly not at keeping them, so i always question if the problem is me. And I don't mean my scars. I know they aren't the problem when no one can see them.. I'm wondering if just being nice isn't enough..."