Elijah sighed in frustration. He squeezed his hand lightly and stared at him. "Why? You don't even tell me. What if letting it out helped a little? You Keep so much to yourself. a-and.. I know i'm not perfect. Sometimes I react wrong, I can fail and mess up. I admit it and want to learn from my mistakes and do better for you, but I feel like I'm a dead end when you are so upset and I just know it is my fault."