Anthony had stopped drinking, for the moment. "I don't know," he frowned. "that's probably it. I– I just always want to get to the 'good parts' as quickly as I can and so I keep rushing through everything and they don't like that and—" he groaned in frustration, and hid his face with his hands in embarrasment. It was embarrassing for him to get this emotional about his relationships when talking to this random stranger.