"I've actually given it some thought." She said, referring to the innocence thing. "If I am not to be married, which I have no desire to, then I should like to choose for myself whether I want that or not. I've decided I don't want to belong to anyone but myself." Which meant that she was going to have to find work for herself, find her own place to stay, et cetera. Her father was probably not going to be happy. "Why should I let my heart become broken like my sister's? Oh, and there is strawberry in that lemonade, tis why it is pink."