Both deaths had been hard to process and Rose sometimes thought she would ever get over it. When they lost Tom, they had lost a part of themselves, that they would never get back. In some way, they would never really be a family again. Losing mother had hit Rose even harder. She had tried to be big and share responsibilities with Maggie, but when all her work was done and she lay in bed at night, she felt like a little girl and wished for her mother's embrace. She nodded quietly. "Thank you... " she said quietly. "Nobody really knows what's going on anymore... Please, I need to see Simon. I have a message from father."