She was crying again by the time the man came back to her. She dashed the tears away and ducked her head. "You shouldn't concern yourself with me, my lord." And then she burst into tears again. She wanted to go home and be with her family but she couldn't because they were dead! Her heart hurt. "I'm f-hine-ha-ha." No she wasn't. She buried her face in her hands and sobs wrenched from her. It wasn't just the things Tristan had done to make her feel, it was the whole... being a servant thing and not being used to it, and missing her family dearly. But she wasn't going to complain.