Anthony felt guilty, again. He felt so, so guilty and bad for making Elijah have to witness this and just burdening him with all this. Anthony's hands were shaking. "That's—that's not what I said. I didn't say that," he spoke quickly, just trying to reassure Elijah. He had been scared before of ruining their relationship, but right now that fear was stronger and more present than ever. Did Elijah think that he didn't care for him anymore? That he didn't actually consider this a serious thing? What was Elijah thinking? He was afraid to find out. "I did not say that. I didn't."