Just when Anthony thought he was done crying for the night. "Okay," he nodded slowly, taking Elijah's hands in his and beginning to fidget with them, hoping he does't mind. To be fair, he was still not entirely convinced that he's not a horrible person, but didn't want to make Elijah feel bad by saying that he is. He doesn't have the vocabulary to speak about his feelings, anyway. "Sometimes I just—sometimes I wish I were dead." Anthony looked nervous as he said that. He didn't want to scare Elijah away or anything, but Elijah's said that be can talk to him.