Elijah covered his face, sinking into the sofa beside Anthony. It had been going well, it was even exciting and he had wanted it. But it couldn't just happen naturally, so many questions and so much reassurance it was fine. It made him feel less and less like it was fine and made him more nervous that he was the one pushing it on someone who wasn't ready. Trying to hint at it and even saying he wanted it wasn't enough for it to happen so now he didn't know what to say or do. But any attempts at being forward were crushed as he simply didn't have the confidence. He sighed heavily and shook his head. "I.. it's fine.. d-don't worry about it." he blushed but frowned a little as frustration settled in like an old but unwanted friend.