Elijah frowned and stared down. "It isn't fair though." He said weakly almost sounding defeated. "I first meet an incredible guy but I can't even be his friend because he's the priest. And then I met a really nice guy who makes me feel special for once in my life, and I have to push him away too." He shook his head sadly. "I can't imagine why God wants to test me so. It feels like he's messing with me to see how miserable I can be until I crack."