Elijah looked bothered, and depressed. "I do not wish to bring .. issues to this person. Even if I never admitted it, I feel just having these thoughts in my mind would .. somehow ruin the sanctity and holiness.. he held. " He said softly and still refused to look at him. "He doesn't deserve that. And.. you may be right. I need to separate from him and never look at him or speak to him again." He took a deep breath and tried to gather his courage before slowly looking up . "I just.. feel I should speak to him.. so he.. could cleanse his soul from my.. awful thoughts."