Kitty stretched and leaned back in the pew. "Maybe you're right. But it ain't about that. It's about what I wanted and expected. I mean.. had you told me where I'd be today give years ago... if have called you a liar and punch you right in the nose. This was the opposite of who I used to be. I actually wanted to make god happy and make up for things. And I thought maybe he gave me the gift of the guy I met and actually wanna settle with. But then I keep getting shit from the church cause some things aren't as easy as doing in a day."